My man, i despise this community and bungie as much as they deserve...which is a lot even on their best days But you might need to take a break, its fine i took a year break between WM and forsaken, then took almost another year break after SK i think maybe a little less. I just jump back in at random times to see how much bungies screwed up since last time and to see if the community has changed any. Idk why because the results are always the same. But yeah you need a break my dude, go play another game or something, destiny should be looked at like those crappy daily gotcha mobile games; jump in and do the quick and easy -blam!- then forget you have it installed 🤣🤣