I stopped reading after a couple of sentences. I'm assuming that the 13 in your screen name is referring to your age. Why anybody is worried about what somebody else has, especially when it's something that's available to everybody, is beyond me. How does going through a raid or nightfall mission make you any more "worthy" of playing with a weapon that can drop for somebody doing a ROC mission? The people that grind and save strange coins up so they can buy something they want from Xur do more to earn anything they get than I did to get my GHorn in my first attempt at VoG. Bottom line, it's a video game. It doesn't mean anything. There is no real value in anything that you do or accumulate in it. While you sit there in front of your little keyboard acting like you are big shit, you should know that if you walk around in the real world spouting off about how awesome you are at a playing with a glorified toy, you will be looked down on as something far lower than the "noobs and scrubs" that you like to look down your nose at. You don't have to stop playing video games, kid but it's time that you grow up and join the rest of the real gaming community. Otherwise, you're never going to get laid.