I would totally raid with you if you're on 360. I was a squeaker once too, and I know the feeling. A lot of people that play this game are older teenagers, who love to use age as the ultimate measurement of experience. Most of them also have a Napoleon complex (they like to pick on those weaker because it's easy) that's even easier to hold onto because of online anonymity. The solution? Just hit ignore, block, whatever and try to find someone that's nice. If you can't find a set group of friends or someone nice, then try LFG and do your best to act mature around people you meet for the first time, and talk quietly. It's alright to make jokes around people now and again, and get loud and excited, but if you can tell people are getting annoyed by your voice then just mute yourself (or don't talk) and just listen and follow instructions. Even the assholes just want to get through the raid, and if you're a worthwhile player, your skill will speak for itself, and you won't need to talk. People want people to play, not to talk to. I went through the same struggle about 6-7 years ago, trying to find someone to play Halo 3 with when my voice was cracking all the time. Hell, I'm even stuck with the gamertag I made almost 9 years ago that makes me look like a 13 year old. Just know that it gets better and there's always 5 nice people out there somewhere willing to play, all you gotta do is find em.