Your expectations are the source of your stress....not RNG. If I put 500 white marbles and 500 black marbles into a barrel and ask you to draw ten marbles out of the barrel the AVERAGE person is going to draw about 5 black ones and 5 white ones. But some will draw 6 and 4. Others 7 and 3....and so on to a few people who will draw 10 white ones and no black ones. Or ten black ones and no white ones. The people who draw only white ones or black ones are what are called "statistical OUTLIERS". IOW, they are people who encounter events that have a low probability of occuring...and that do not reflect the norm. That is, it would be very easy for those people to assume that there AREN'T equal numbers of black and white marbles in the barrel. When you have 17 million people playing this game, you are GOING to have outliers. Unfortunately, you are one of those outliers. You are the counterbalance to the guy gets all the game's exotics within a few weeks of playing. Einstein was right. Doing the same thing time and again and EXPECTING a different result is insanity. Playing the game and accepting whatever RNG chooses to give you that day, is doing somethign very different....is hardly insane...and will probabaly make the game far more enjoyable for yout.