I was 13 once I sniffed glue just like you little one....sadly I didn't get on forums and ask for people to be nice to me because I was likable I kept to myself and didnt bother saying useless things on mic to annoy people I made call outs and I didnt try to take the reins unless told to. Moral of this story is if you wanna play with the big boys you gotta act like one.