people who "xurn" stuff can't say anything it just ell into their lap... you're not a special snowflake for being lucky in rng. I could have a friend who just got the game and I take him through a raid and he gets gjallahorn. However there would be me who has been playing since September wanting it doing very raid and nightfall every week and not getting lucky. If xur was to sell it, who would deserve it more? The person getting carried through after a few days of playing or someone after months?