Hey guys I know you won't think much of this but I'm just feeling this way. I have only a couple friends and every time I feel happy in my life, the happiness fades away in about 5 minutes. People call me lots of things such as "fag", "retard", and more. I used to love my life but now I come home everyday sad and I usually sleep for like 4 hours. The only thing that cheers me up is my family and music anymore and I barely see my whole family because they are working. Like I said most of you won't care but comment if you feel similar or you want to cheer me up. Thanks.