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"I don't think..... I can go through that training again "
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"Why not? Because you would have to watch as I die, as your friends die?"
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"Yes....... it's not the same as losing a fellow soldier....or killing an enemy. ....it hurts ...it hurts"
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"No matter who I kill, I feel it, I feel the life, the energy flowing out of them, the ones they have impacted, loved most of all. It brings me sadness to see that energy suddenly take up and leave. I can understand what you are going through, even if you have much to learn..."
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*I begin to calm down with each word you say, and rest my head on your shoulder, and sigh* "Does it ever get easier. ...."
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*Rest my head on your shoulder as well* "It never gets better, you just become numb to the pain"
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"Okay......" *Enjoys being with you*