So I have been playing destiny since day one, I do the nightfall 3 times a week with my 3 characters, I run crota 3 times on normal, at least once on hard (sometimes twice), atheon on normal or hard almost every week, and I always do the weekly three times as well. I see everyone else with hawkmoon, people in my fireteam get it all the time, but I have yet to get it. The only exotic I ever get is no land beyond or occasionally icebreaker (which I didn't get as a reward until I bought it from Xur). It's pretty ridiculous that you can't get the playstation exotic while playing on playstation, after buying the system specifically for exclusive content. I'm pretty much done with playing as well, since obviously they have the drop rate for hawkmoon at pretty much zero.