Woah. Hold up, no matter how much trouble you cause, how much pain, it's nothing. Alright? I've done some -blam!-ed up shit too, yes, and for every bad thing you do, you still have friends to help you through. I didn't. My workmates would pay me on the back and say it's alright even though it wasn't. Or they wouldn't mean it, etc. so stop this nonsense and come to your [i][b]Friends[/b][/i] so they can help.