Capitalism promotes success for those who want it. It's nice that you are taking some time off from university to experience the workforce, but try to look at it as a learning experience. You sound very intelligent, but I can pick up on a Marxist-like anger in your writing. I am a believer in a free market. I am also a Christian (not as involved in the religion as much I would hope to be). I don't see any contradiction between the two.