Other religions have their holy books as well. What makes yours any different? You believe in god because of the Bible... You believe in the Bible because of god.... You don't see the problem with that? For your own sake, just take an outside look at the absurdity of Christianity or god in general. I really wish you would. And I don't mean that time when you were in college and you were drinking and having sex or doing whatever you think makes you not religious... I mean an intellectually honest look at it from an outside perspective.