Longface. You said you were done trolling people so hard. You remember the horrible things this lead you to say before you realized how much you were hurting people, how much you let yourself get away with by telling yourself you were "just trolling." Were you trolling then, too?
Whatever is happening that has brought you back to this shall pass or weaken. Just as all other things do, when not revived.
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That topic was talking about stuff I did pre-bnext. Back then the stuff I posted was downright awful and offensive. It was explicit, hateful, and grotesque. What I am doing now is satirizing the absurd levels of seriousness to which people take this game. With this kind of stuff, people may be angry at first but when they realize what I am doing, they laugh and go along with it. I've actually had people come to me for advice on various issues (go figure) because they see me as some sort of sage figure. (I'm not making this shit up, I've received numerous PMs where people ask me what to do regarding personal situations. I'm flattered by their trust, but befuddled as to why they sought me out.) But yeah, trust me I am moderating what ideas I put into text. If I feel I have posted a topic or comment that has crossed the line, then I will usually replace it with ellipses or random text.