I don't thinks it's because you're ugly, those symptoms you have are the symptoms of looking amazing. The symptoms of being ugly are beings stared at in a nasty way, being avoided, and people won't want to talk to you. They don't stutter, they just say ewww, wtf is that thing. You should be happy with the way you look anyways, ugly or not. You are who you are, and the only way to change that is with plastic and injections. So go out there and be happy!