You will die alone, being abandoned by your family (Your father gets brutally murdered while ironically your mother lives a long life), having no friends (you will never learn the definition of a "friend" you'll observe others and try to imagine what if feels like but at the end you'll never figure it out), your dog dying right in front of your eyes. (A guy walks up to you and shoots your dog while you are out strolling, the dog gets shot first in the two front legs and then you run, after getting to a safe distance you watch the guy kill your dog by shooting his face and afterwards his sides and eventually he gets a knife and jabs it into your dog's neck, blood gushing out, you hearing your dog that never left you cry out as it slowly and painfully dies) [spoiler]....but don't worry, you eventually wake up and realize it was all a dream :D [/spoiler]