Young person I suggest you advertise yourself in recruitment as a young person when organizing a party. That should weed out the haters. As for the bullying, it's a double edged sword. There are numerous amounts of kids who are very obnoxious and do childish things (usually repetitive) online, they ruin it for people like you. I find maturity plays a big part, boys sound like women, and most guys can handle a woman player despite the high pitch voice because of their maturity. Don't get discouraged, just be patient. And if someone makes fun of you, just act mature and ignore them