Don't get me wrong, I'm not very good at crucible. Especially trials. I'll wear that emblem as much as I want. There are games when we get beat 5-0. Big deal. Trials is about teamwork and communication. Not individual skill. Wipe your card and do it again. I would say if you don't have it by now you either don't play that much or you are too stupid to listen to your experienced teammates. Atleast I can say I've been numerous times and I'm trash. My teammates have like 1.2 k/d in trials. I guess none of us deserve it.