The friend to lean on... [spoiler]when you need something strong[/spoiler] [spoiler]Who also is secretly depressed but keeps smiling and nobody suspects that he does drugs or gets drunk alone because he can't stand the way things are in his own life and has no one to talk to but he stays hopeful throughout everything because its all he has to cling to to keep him from falling off of the edge and landing on his knife that looks so comfortable and scary at the same time. Good thing this is the old me I just wish he'd stop coming around to visit because his emotions sometimes dwarf the new ones that I found and can't control.[/spoiler] #strongandunstable