Unfortunately, perhaps, no. If anything, I sit on the opposite side. I'm actively curious about it. You might even say that I'm drawn to it. Not on anybody else, but just on me. In my view, if there's something beyond all this, then I will be happy to explore the greatest curiousity I've ever had. And if I'm wrong, than that means eternal sleep. I can't complain about a little rest. I win either way. But I know I have to be extremely careful about this particular lure. Catch me on the wrong day, or present an oppurtunity, and I might just take it.