true... we did gain forbidden knowledge, and it did drive a good portion of our members either mad or close to it. but we came really close to discovering a way to beat the darkness... and than fate pulled that secret from us. so now we look towards a different perspective, one that might change what we have seen. that is our belief anyways... sadly we are having a hard time increasing our ranks... some reasons more obvious than others... namely that most see us as mad...