I don't know why I'm posting this here but I'm ready to end it. I'm tired of feeling awful, worthless, ugly, unwanted and a long list of other things. I just want to end it. Edit: thank you everyone for being genuinely concerned about my well being. I know everyone has their own problems and issues and that you took the time out of your day to reply to this post makes me feel happy to be apart of this community. Thank you all.