Well, I was just friend zoned by this girl I've been after for over a year. On top of that I've been suffering depression and suicide has been a thought that has crossed my mind one too many times. All my friends are basically becoming shitbags and the only place that I care about anymore is some stupid private Minecraft server where I cherish my creations which caused me much pain and stress. Currently my life is pretty -blam!-ing messed up.