I understand where you're coming from with this. I was the third child, born two years after my sister. My family moved 9 times in a single year before having to pay rent. My sister and I were put up for foster care and adopted at severely young ages. We suffered from PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder), and we still do, although not as severely. And now we're having issues (my sister and I) with our Native band because apparently Native children are not allowed to be adopted by Caucasian people. Now I'm having issues getting my status card and such....