There is no fair in games with rng it is rng.. which means it is rng.. which means you are not ever going to be elite or special because of how you play ever. Stop taking it like it is life and death over gear in a game.. seriously you need to get over it...

Life's unfair and games and everything else is unfair and nobody has control or assess the situation on what is fair the term fair can never be achieved because human nature wants to find the simpler way hence simple but the whole term fair is never achievable we can't do anything either accept or rebel Ying yang, dark light,red vs blue , etc