The part where you said "the disconnect between what should happen to what is happening" really makes me feel what you have been experiencing is one in the same. I've never had any problems adjusting and adapting to any of the updates, but this most recent one, I've had so many WTF, Bullshit, How can that be -moments in all the time that I've played the crucible in destiny. The most frustrating thing is, its not about the nerfs or buffs to weapons/class that is off. The game just feels outright "off" in the crucible now and it is not fun.