You sound like one serious home wrecker. But on the note that your tags of poetry aren't for show, then you may think what you have written has a deeper meaning. It very well may, but from the average reader, your stanza is direct. It sounds like there is no deeper meaning; you are describing your own agony in that the masses fail to understand what you say and what you do. This isn't a deeper meaning, this is teenage emotion channeled into remorse. Of course, I very well may be wrong. I'm only a creative writing minor, but I tried and that's what counts. Get back to me when you can. I'd like to hear what it means after all.