So, because I want to learn the meta weapons and understand the guns I know I'll get shot by in Trials... I'm bad? Because I don't like using subpar guns in Crucible, I'm bad? Do you expect your opponents to play with awful guns? Do you only enjoy playing against bad opponents? Where am I supposed to learn TLW, or how to cooperate with my team, if I'm not doing it in normal Crucible? You're intentionally using suboptimal weapons, and complaining when nobody else plays by your arbitrary rules? This is kind of silly, as you seem to only enjoy it when you stomp. What do you gain from a) using non-optimized weapons and b) only stomping?