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Edited by Boomstick1911:
1/15/2016 4:21:53 AM
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Tilt, and Untapped Potential
The reason I get screwed in Destiny, is that I screw up too much, and I easily get flustered when I make a mistake. I've had some VERY good games, and thankfully I focus more on my individual performance when I play solo. I use my teammates as bait to get more kills, and I don't worry about how they are doing in that aspect.
Another part of it is simply not having anyone to play with. It gets boring and frustrating playing on your own.
However, there is a part of me that has potential. In any FPS I've played since MW2, I've had moments where I just become... a machine. I don't think, I vaguely even pay attention... I just play. By the time the game ends, we've won, and I somehow hauled in 30, even 40 kills. I don't even remember... I just look at the screen in shock... "Wow, I did THAT?"
I only wish I could tap that potential more often, almost having a switch to turn my brain off. Maybe then I could have gameplays like these more often (There is a third I decided to upload recently, but it hasn't shown up on my YT yet):
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5dYsZXYdXA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYG4LolFV3Q
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDU67fqS1Ks
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Finally got the third game uploaded. Now, I've had other decent games besides these; not sure if I still have that Rumble match from before, but that one was me playing to one area of the map, and would probably be boring to watch. What I am trying to find is the "zen" that I fall into when I have games like this. That moment where it's just me, and the game. I'm there, taking people's heads off , and not even paying much attention to my deaths, much less becoming irritated by them.
