I understand where your coming from. You start with a disadvantage and just want to have some fun. To be honest I'm probably someone who ruins your experience. i hate to say it but for someone to win someone else has to lose. Which is why bungie could add a ranked play list or put SBMM in iron banner only. But what you need to understand is that its equally as not fun to be put in sweaty games all the time as to being pub stomped all the time.