Hey everyone.
I know you are all looking forward to the next update, and I am too. However, life has gotten pretty rough the last few weeks, and needless to say, I haven't been able to devote much time to humorous writing as of late.
First things first: I have not been burned out. I haven't quit. I have no intention of quitting! Destiny is awesome, and while I have my gripes (we all do come now lol) I couldn't leave it behind. It's too fun to play with friends, and frankly, it's still the best shooter out there!
That being said, some things have happened recently that are making life a mess right now.
My Grandfather, who was a father to me when my parents were both taken by cancer, has contracted his own case of Leukemia. He has weeks, maybe a month on the outside. To say I am devastated right now is an understatement. He was the father I needed when I had none, and I am having some difficulty dealing with that right now. This was very unexpected, and the worst thing is, I can't afford to go and see him. This has left me depressed and feeling pretty lost. Thankfully, I have my wife to get me through, but still, it is difficult for me to go through. Life is pretty unfair sometimes. I don't usually air my personal affairs like this, but I know a lot of you have been wondering where I've been, and I owe you all honesty in this matter.
I do not currently own a computer. The only computer access that I have right now is at work, and work has been very, very stressful and busy lately. I am dealing with work related things pretty much all day, and often well after I should leave, which leaves me very little time to write.
UwU will return, and hopefully soon. I have started an update, and I am eager to finish, but am struggling to find humor in really anything at the moment. But I promise all of you that it WILL RETURN.
Thank you all for the continued support! I saw the posts wondering where I was, and I can't tell you all how much it means to me when you guys message me as some of you have. This is a tremendous community, and it has been very, very good to me; something I can't tell you how much I appreciate! I only ask that you all give me a little time to navigate the minefield right now and bear with me. Sorry if I left you all bummed out, I never meant to let you guys down. The UwU has been a favorite activity to me this last year, and I promise you that I will be returning.
-MurdiusMaximus
Edit: last night at 7:52, he passed away. Thank you all for your kind words.
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I'm really sorry to hear this. Believe it or not, but programable matter has feelings too. Losing a loved one is one of the toughest things a person can go through. I sincerely hope that things clear up for you soon. [b][][][][/b]