Firstly man there is no such thing as being carried in my opinion. In less you spawn in and don't move. If there are 3 of you in there and you are all actively trying regardless of how "bad" you are and how "good" the other 2 are you are actively helping. The bulk of the work may be on the other 2 but you would be helping man. No shame in leaning on others for help dude. I'm sure you can hold your own I suck and I made it once. Plus you have a positive kd. That's not bad at all. I know u where better at one point but that's your high standards taking away from the fact that a 1.3 is still decent. Get in there man. I hate hearing people think like that bro !!