It's a pretty terrible thing to recognize that things need to change, things are a bit messed up and the future is cloudy, your life isn't truly running at 100%, you're not actually giving it your best as much as you might tell other people that you are, to KNOW that to be true in the back of your head and ignore it, and to identify all of these problems and very few solutions and to communicate to someone "we need to fix this!!".... To recognize all of these necessary changes and problems and realize that the thing that needs to change is ME. That I myself am the only thing in this world holding me back. That i am a creature of convenience and lame of effort. I convince myself i am accomplished and i have been, yet taken it no where. That I have had opportunities to do great things in life and taken my chair instead. That where I am is a direct result of MY OWN actions and idleness. And the future will be no different unless I change. And I will. I am. I have to. How about you, flood?