It's difficult to explain. You see, this is no ordinary book. It's not just a Necronomicon, it's THE Necronomicon. It keeps me alive so I may continue studying, but it slowly erodes at my soul, my very being. As I read more and more, I discover more and more ancient evils that are hidden within all of us. It's gotten to the point where I don't see people for for they are, but what darkness consumes their soul, writhing and trying to break out of it's cell.