Yes, this... I ain't great in PvP, but I find I do enjoy it in spite of that. I have friends who are good, and when we are all together I'm usually the lowest. :( But.... I have had those positive kd matches... And like you say - when you take down the opposing point leader who's shredding everybody - :)) you do get better. And i think finding the load out that you are comfortable with and can score with is very important. Also if you've got good people on your team, they should accept you and encourage you.... it is after all, just a game!