its a hard concept but once you understand the fact that this is a game, and realize that its okay to be bad at first. then your on your way to learning the basics of pvp. im by no means good or great but iv been were you were. dying from spawn, having little to no reaction times. what i ended up doing was to try and just have fun reguardless of how good or bad i did or do. second was to learn each map and pin down all the traffic lanes and choke points. next step was finding what guns suited me best that i had the most fun with. from there your foundations are built and the rest just comes naturally. good luck in your endevours, and always remember. if youre haveing fun, youre allready winning. cheers.