Your post is nothing special. Every week players will probably get the same weapon as everyone else...i called it free "weapon of the weak" (WOTW) or (FWOTW) Let me guess, you also got the "The Devil You know" last week too. Note: No harm feelings about your lost (sorry about that), i know how it feels to loose a loveone too but posting his/her personal dilemma forum might lead to ppl negativity or trolls...but hey, no one's lives forever an sure i probably be the first to goto hell too (who knows) but who to say pp here won't comment much worst after my post won't be any better what i have to say...nobody perfect but i accept ppl who they are as life past us by for better or worst.