I actually came to my grandparent's home today just to make them feel better. I played yesterday just so I could get through it and be ready to help those in my family who needs some comfort, I went to the hospital a few hours before she passed away to see my family and make them know that I care about not only my grand grandmother, but also them, I am not a heartless monster who only cares for myself, if it was the case, I wouldn't have written a post about it and likely dismantled the weapon. You don't need someone there all the time after you lost someone, I personally needed some time alone to let the emotions go and think about the situation, and only thinking about it is as bad as not caring about it.