Special...i have lost that meaning long ago when my father past away back in April 2013 and a grandfather last year. People come an people go, that's how most of the world works (my tears stop falling since those days are gone an i know when my mother or someone close to me do die I won't bother to shed a tear for them cause i ain't got none left, so save those sorrows & goodbyes for weak cause i just don't give a damn). The weapon that he hold might have sentimental value but it's only an object an nothing else...it's ether going to bring back bad memories or good one's, I just hope he won't dwells to much of the past -_- kid needs to stay strong an move on (that's my opinion) You can judge me too if you want, call me asshol* if you like! But who say life was going to be easy or kind? People can ether face that fact that death is inevitable an no one here to stay for good. Which I'm tired of all this wishful thinking people have to say here an there...life is not game, people need to grow up cuase life ain't going to get any better. FTW is what i have to say, people are people. Note: People might post something bad after this comment out. But fk them, all their doing is trying to better themselves for what they got now (trolls) but at the end of it all, we are just man...born to live an then die with nothing left but our memories we left behind but those memories too will also die too someday...let's "Enjoy life today because yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come"