[quote][u][b]Cthulhu's Lament[/b][/u][/quote] An Apology Well, I feel sh*tty. I mean, I only insulted and attacked several people who didn't deserve it. What's wrong with that? Oh yeah, everything! I'm sorry guys for getting so heated about the whole "sex slave" thing as well as the one time I did (with Vio's permission) r*pe Alyssa in PMs (which was later made noncanon and rewritten so that there was absolutely zero sex). Also, sorry for being so defensive about the r*pe thing, but I mean...UGH!...Whatever, maybe I'm not genuinely sorry about that one, but I am sorry about the mistake with the "sex slave" comment and the attacking. It wasn't suppose to be taken as "I'm literally going to make your character a sex slave hahaha f*ck you!", but rather something the character was thinking about doing(I never had the intention of actually doing it). This is a huge mistake on my part as I didn't realize how sensitive some people on here are to that kind of vulgar content. I promise not to bring up any kind of nonconsent sexual actions ever again when RPing. I also promise to make it clear whether or not I'm serious about doing something when RPing. Now, onto the worst part...the personal attacks. This is the part I'm the most sorry about as it was probably what led people to mute me, which really hurt me as it made me realize how bad I'd become. To be muted, at least to me, is like a huge slap to the face because I hate losing people to talk to. I'm lonely enough irl because of several contributing factors, so to have less people to talk to in my "sanctuary" that is this group makes me feel even more alone in life. I love communication so to feel cut off is one of the worst feelings for me. I'm sorry to those I personally insulted, such as Wehb, simply because I didn't agree with them. I know I probably mean very little to you guys because I'm just some random guy on the internet that you really don't know that well, but you guys mean a lot to me. All of you make my day better and I just don't want to lose that. I understand if you continue to have me muted or if you ignore me, but I want you to know I'm genuinely sorry for insulting you. I'm not making this because I'm asked to or whatever, but because I honestly feel such strong connections to you guys even if I don't really know you that well. Good night guys. P.S. If you know someone who has me muted can you share this with them? Thanks.