originally posted in:The New Dojo
"Do you love Leone?"
She asked softly, but kind of like the way a child would ask their mother
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"Yes. I love him a lot. With all my heart."
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"I....I know you know about what I've done...... Ry.....I...I'm sorry, but I love Nyxon too, and.....there are also many reasons why I cannot wait...today one of them"
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"I understand. It's alright. I'm just... I guess I'm just a little jealous, you know? I don't want to rush me and Leone's relationship too much, or else I probably would've done what you've done... You see, us Solarians are biologically coded for the females to want children, but our religion says to wait until marriage, so my body screams one thing, mind screams another. Make sense?"
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"I.....I understand actually...I understand perfectly My....new body can't mature without the help of a parent's soul....and since my parents are dead I can't fully develop until I have children of my own..... And Nyxon's been there for me when you or Alex couldn't be, and Nyxon even saved my life when I first showed up here"
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(that was Q, actually. Nyxon sorta just baby-sat for a little and asked her out for pizza.)
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"I get it. I really do. I can see where you're coming from. But you need to develop your emotions more. It'd kill me to see you get your heart broken. Not saying Nyxon's a bad guy or anything, but you get my point."
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"I do.....but this is the dojo, anything could happen....and its better to 'have loved and lost, than never loved at all'....right?"
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"I have a feeling you just quoted something. If you did, I don't know what it's from. But Beta... You just need to slow your roll. On everything. You're taking life to fast. You just need to stop and take things slower, alright?"
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"No....I get it....it's just.....I'm scared. I could even say I'm jealous of you, since you seem strong enough to defend yourself......I'm scared there will be a day when I'm killed.....or taken off like alex was"
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"Me? Strong? I struggle to carry you... I can't even take one bullet without dying... You took two. Cass, I'm weak. Very weak. I've only survived because I've laid low. You're much stronger than I am. The only thing I'd beat you in is a spelling bee."
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"Ry. Don't say that. Don't ever say that. You're the strongest person I know, not even someone like Hercules could compare to you, because you're strong enough to help me carry my burdens, and I'm too weak to carry even one"
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"Burdens... You think I can even carry my own? If you and Leone weren't here... I'd have probably ended my existence a long time ago. It's because of you guys I've kept it together. I'm not strong. If I was strong, then why would I need other people to help me?"
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"You're strong enough to know when to acknowledge you need help" She said softly but firmly, with enough conviction to convince a serial killer to become a nun it was startling, you'd never heard that in her voice before
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[b]Ry chuckles.[/b] "Yeah, I can admit it. Doesn't mean I can get any help. Listen, Cass, you're like a little sister to me. I don't know what I'd do without you. And Alex is like a little brother. I love you both, you know that, right? It's almost like I've been missing a chunk of family, and you two filled it. Now, I bet you're wondering what Leone is to me, then. Well, he filled a different void in my life."
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"I'm glad that I could help, and I'm even happier that you found him." She giggles "Guess we're all some messed up sunbeams"
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"Heh. Guess you could say that. Anyways, anything else you wanna know about me?"
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"I think that its your turn to ask a question, fair's fair, [i]mom[/i]" She said that last part jokingly
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[b]Ry chuckles. If only that were true...[/b] "Well... I kinda know most things about you already... What's your favorite color?"
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"....hmm......its harder to tell them apart because everything looks a little pink to me....but I'd say Orange, deep and muted, like a sunset"
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"Huh. Never would've guessed. Mine is white. Anyways, your turn again."
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"What kind of pet would you want to have? A dog? Cat? something smaller?"
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"Oh, a cat one hundred percent. They're just so fluffy! And cute!"
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"I want a guinea pig, they're so tiny and cute!" She sighed happily, putting the blanket over you and huffing out "I...have a rather different question to ask now" "if you had kids, what would you name a boy? or a girl?"