Welcome Punisher, to Reloaders Anonymous. You are in a safe place. Remember there is no cure but there is a solution..and the solution is DEEJ patrol It's not easy to go on patrol like DEEJ, get stuck in trees, fall off the map and get trapped in areas you are never supposed to be. BUT he never ever reloads. Just lets the game do it for him. And one day if you follow the 12 Steps of DEEJ, you too can recover from reload addiction. Keep coming back!