originally posted in:The New Dojo
"I already killed you! I... I killed you!"
[b]She hugs him tighter.[/b]
"I'm so sorry for what I did!"
English
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[i]Chuck just takes another sip. His voice is sad, defeated, and quiet.[/i] "I know, and I understand if you want to kill me again. I deserve it...."
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"Why would I?! I deserve it more than you do! I could've let you live!"
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[i]Chuck shakes his head.[/i] "I would've just hurt more people. I'm a monster and you're a hero for killing me."
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[b]She starts to cry a little more.[/b] "I'm no hero! I killed someone! You could've lived! And you're alright now, aren't you?! You're an alright person from what I've heard! I'm so sorry! Please forgive me!"
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[i]Chuck pushes her off.[/i] "The hell is wrong with you?! Don't you get it?! I'm the bad guy! I deserved to die and should be killed again!" [i]Chuck forms a pistol and tries to shove it in Frisky's hand.[/i] "Shoot me!"
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[b]She throws the gun to the side.[/b] "No! No! No, no, no, no, no, no! No Chuck!" [b]She tries to hug him again.[/b] "I won't shoot you! This you doesn't deserve it! That stuff wasn't you, I heard it from Grant, he heard it from Charlotte!"
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Edited by Stitch: 12/3/2016 3:09:04 AM[i]He pushes her away and puts a gun to his own head.[/i] "Damnit, yes I do! I tortured Pan multiple times! I killed billions of people before that even happened! I wiped out entire species of sentient life forms! I have r**ed and sexually assaulted so many defenseless girls! I don't deserve sh*t!"
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"Stop it! Stop it! If you pull that trigger you're proving nothing! If you feel bad about it, then do good stuff to show that you can get better!" [b]She again tries to hug him.[/b]
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[i]Chuck keeps Frisky away. He starts to cry and continues to hold the gun to his head.[/i] "Get away! There's no hope for me! I can't make up for what I've done!"
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"No! Stop! Don't kill yourself! Don't do it! Please!" [b]She begins to cry as well.[/b]
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[i]Chuck falls to his knees.[/i] "I can't live with this! How am I suppose to live with these memories?!"
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"I'll help you! Just, please, don't! Don't kill yourself! I'll help you through it!" [b]She tries to hug him again.[/b]
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[i]Chuck pulls the trigger, but the gun doesn't fire. He drops the gun and cries into his hands.[/i]
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[b]Frisky hugs him tightly, crying with him.[/b] "Let me help you! Please!"
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[i]He doesn't hug back or push away, but just cried heavily.[/i]
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[b]Frisky just sits there, holding him in her embrace.[/b]
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"....kill me....please...."
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"I'm not letting you throw your life away, Chuck. I won't kill you." [b]She gives him another soft squeeze.[/b]
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[i]He stops crying and doesn't move.[/i] "I don't want to live. If you can even call this living."
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[spoiler]This whole string of posts gave me a serious case of the feels.[/spoiler]
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[spoiler]yeah, pretty emotional stuff[/spoiler]
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"Chuck... There are people who care about you, you know that, right? I will not let you die. If not for you, for them."
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"My brother and sister would be better off without me and Iso still remembers what I did to her. She tries to hide her fear and hate towards me from torturing her mentally, physically...and sexually, but I know it's there. No one cares about me."
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"Chuck... You can make it up. I wish you would see that... Why can't you understand that?"
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"Because I can't. How do you make up for what I've done?"