He sighed. "Is it that obvious?" he asked rhetorically. He then chuckles, but not in a joyful way. "Ah, my life is pretty screwed up. Though i can't really talk about it knowing almost everyone else has, or would at least claim, to have gone through worse... You ever have those moments where everything that's ever happened to you, everything you've ever done just catches up to you and pounds you til you can't breathe?" he asked. The way he said it made it clear it was metaphoric.