Well, I'm going to trust the people who haven't lied nor broken as many rules as you have, and then made a post saying you were going to kill yourself for attention when you got called out for it.

It wasn't for attention. In fact, at the time (when I had been ganked at least 3 times in an hour in [i]MAGNA BELLUM [/i] chat), I was seriously contemplating it. "You f-cking trash." "You don't deserve to be here." "Just leave so we don't have to deal with you anymore." Would you feel like shit if this happened to you?

This brings up a serious question for me. Why, I ask, why, are you so affected by something that a bunch of strangers on the internet, who are part of an RP group, said to you? I've gone through parts of my life where I've attempted to kill myself and ended up in the hospital. I had a father who treated me and my sister like trash for the first ten years of my life. I'm sorry that you feel so deeply affected by a bunch of words said to you by people over the internet, but saying something like that simply because you were angry is nothing but a plea for attention.

[spoiler]Thats pretty deep.[/spoiler] Maybe I should leave for a while. In any case, those 3 are muted.