This brings up a serious question for me. Why, I ask, why, are you so affected by something that a bunch of strangers on the internet, who are part of an RP group, said to you? I've gone through parts of my life where I've attempted to kill myself and ended up in the hospital. I had a father who treated me and my sister like trash for the first ten years of my life. I'm sorry that you feel so deeply affected by a bunch of words said to you by people over the internet, but saying something like that simply because you were angry is nothing but a plea for attention.