Where to begin? I must have been 16 or 17 at the time. So I met a grill and for some reason got it in my head that she was the one for me, bear in mind I am also of the grill nomenclature, and this was the first time it had happened. It had been a strictly boy diet before this point. So I grew up in a small town where this kind of thing is uncommon, and very taboo. Admitting to something like that would instantly make you a pariah. So imagine my pain as I obsessed over this friend of mine knowing one wrong move, or gesture, or even sentence could ruin many things. One day I decided I did not care. Mustering up some courage I made advances, and they were not rebuked. As a matter of fact she seemed equally into me. How fortunate for me I thought. So I've made my advances and we've set the date. The whole cliche Valentine's Day date. We decide to go to a romantic move. The date is wonderful, as I make more encouraged advances. The movie ends and my date mentions she needs to use the restroom. I don't so I wait on her and am on the phone with my father explaining what time I'll be home. Then I get a text. Which basically says [quote]Look this isn't going to work at all just go home[/quote] Completely broken, confused, and humiliated, I leave defeated. This isn't the worst part though. When I get to school on Monday, all I hear is how she's gone about talking about how weird I am, and how I was gay, and trying to force her into things, which I can assure you is not the case. So I of course ask her about this, and she says to me [quote]Im not a freak like you. I'd just thought it'd be funny to trick you and it was. Don't ever talk to me again.[/quote] so now even more broken than before I manage to shuffle my way through the end of school and away from that horrid place. But still over half a decade later, this still haunts me. It's ruined many parts of my personality and I've been rather rude and angry since. Fin
So who else has some soul crushing stories to share, also feel free to AMA.
TL;DR I met a asshole
[spoiler]Also if any of you betalords call me brave I'll probably do nothing but call you a mean name.[/spoiler]
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