I sit alone contemplating What is missing inside me I desperately try to remember A life that's not meant to be I meditate And try to recapture Some sense of reality In my life When I look around I see numb empty faces The world is waiting to die And this apathy Is so suffocating The slow decay of my mind I've searched the world For someone with answers To questions that are plaguing me I scream in vain To anyone who'll listen But everbody's watchin' TV