Just like back in the arena she'd suddenly find herself forgetting where she was and what had recently happened as the world around her changed. Alpha would find herself living through a fake, happy memory of what could've been a nice day of hanging out with Bedlam if Pan was never brought up. After living through the whole fake memory, she'd awaken with Bedlam sitting a couple feet away. He was bouncing a rubber ball against a wall and catching it.