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Edited by Keanu Weeves:
4/14/2018 6:21:35 PM
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The Cancer has won.
Dear Friends,
Each day I feel progressively weaker. Just goes to show money doesn't solve all of your problems, at least she won't have to worry about financials as an adult for a while(hopefully lol).
Doctors are saying it could be anywhere from 12 hours to 2 weeks from now. As I lie in this uncomfortable ass hospital bed, it just doesn't feel real, but my role here in this life has been played, and I accept that. I just know she doesn't.
She won't leave my side, she cried herself to sleep last night. I don't want her to leave, and I don't want to leave her. I'm so conflicted, I accept that it's my time to go, but I can't leave her. She needs me.
I need her...
Needless to say, this will be my last post. Thank you all for your love and support, it meant a lot.
Farewell.
-God
[spoiler]When I come to the end of my journey
And I travel my last weary mile,
Just forget if you can, that I ever frowned
And remember only the smiles.
Forget unkind words I have spoken;
Remember some good I have done,
Forget that I ever had a heartache
And remember I've had loads of fun.
Forget that I have stumbled and blundered
And sometimes fell by the way.
Remember I have fought
Some hard battles and won,
Ere the close of the day.
Then forget to grieve for my going,
I would not have you sad for a day,
But in summer just gather some flowers
And remember the place where I lay.
And come in the evening,
When the sun paints the sky in the west,
Stand for a few moments beside me,
And remember only my best.
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You will be missed. I can’t even begin to imagine being in your situation. May the good Lord grant you a painless passing, and may he bless your family.
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F. I pray for you and the young one. D:
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Jesus Christ this post has me all emotional... Its been a good run my friend, needless to say I will be praying for you Feel free to update us on any development, although I'm sure you want to spend the remainder of your time with your family. Best wishes to your daughter, I'm sure you've been a great father to her. The fact that you will be indirectly taking care of her even after your gone is very admiral If there is a heaven, I've no doubt that's where you'll end up [spoiler]I just can't escape It's like you're here with me now But the words you say They always seem to fade out Since you been away I'm just a face in the crowd Someday, someday I know you're coming back Down in the dirt With your blood on my hands I blacked out But now I do understand That you were too good For this world so you left it Everything turned red And then you made an exit I don't even know If it was your time But like all good things That pass you by Its like a lost soul In the time of need It made my grow up fast And put some blood on my knees And you don't even know What's beyond you Thinking you could never die Like you're bullet proof So I guess you had to leave You were born with wings But you were never happy Til the angels sing I just can't escape It's like you're here with me now But the words you say They always seem to fade out Since you been away I'm just a face in the crowd Someday, someday I know you're coming back down Someday, someday I know you're coming back down I'm ashes to ashes I'm dust to dust And when a man Turns to ashes Forget about love Like the feeling inside you With the bottle beside you You both end up empty Like an angel just died too I look to the heavens To the sky and the rest I looked inside myself I felt my heart in my chest Something so point blue There's nothing to say Some hearts to stay true When falling away Come lay down beside me What could unlock mean It's only what I've seen It's only just one dream Tell my baby I love her And I wish I could hold her It's hard to say goodbye When you know that it's over I just can't escape It's like you're here with me now But the words you say They always seem to fade out Since you been away I'm just a face in the crowd Someday, someday I know you're coming back down Someday, someday I know you're coming back down One day, one day I know you're coming back down I know you're coming back Know you're coming back I know you're coming back down I know you're coming back Know you're coming back I know you're coming back down (down) I know you're coming back Know you're coming back I know you're coming back down I know you're coming back Know you're coming back I know you're coming back down I know you're coming back down I just can't escape It's like you're here with me now But the words you say They always seem to fade out Since you been away I'm just a face in the crowd Someday, someday I know you're coming back down Someday, someday I know you're coming back down One day, one day I know you're coming back down[/spoiler]
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This actually hurts really bad. I don't want you to die, man, you're a damn awesome dude. I don't know what to say, I mean... damn. All of us OffTopic people will join you again one-day brother - just believe that. I love you man, you were and will always be OffTopic's Heart. Peace and love.
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Edited by Demon_XXVII: 4/16/2018 2:42:38 PMIt's a trap!
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I hope you are able to be comfortable and surrounded by loved ones. Goodbye, Guardian 😪
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Edited by AlphaMan105: 4/15/2018 8:17:53 PMCancer may have won the battle but the war is far from over It's a real shame that most of the money the US spends is on weapons when it should've gone to finding cures for disease. If the US simply done that you and everyone else wouldn't have to suffer through cancer.
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[b]f[/b]
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I sing this in memory of you
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Rest In Peace
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Edited by SuperJohnJohn: 4/15/2018 7:10:10 PMI don't have words right now. so, [b]F[/b]
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/doffs cap
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Rest in peace. We shall miss thee.
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Rest easy guardian.
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Edited by FireDragonKing4: 4/15/2018 5:35:50 PMGood Bye man, hope we meet again some sunny day.😔
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This really makes me sad... it's going to be hard to see you go man. I wish your daughter the best of luck.
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Good by
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Edited by FireHead: 4/14/2018 9:42:55 PMWe’ll miss you, I wish your daughter luck [spoiler]Rest easy friend[/spoiler]
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You were a top notch fella, I’m gonna -blam!-ing miss you bro.
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May you never oof again.
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My prayers will be with your family...One day you will be reunited.
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Imma pray for you man
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The Force will be with you—always. See you upstairs brother.
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I wonder what's the last thing I might say to you as a goodbye speech.... [spoiler][b]......[/b][/spoiler]
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Not a religious person in the least but I wish you a painless exit. 🙁
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I haven’t been here for long, only a year. But I hope it’s a painless passing. See you in heaven, if I get there
