Dear Friends,
Each day I feel progressively weaker. Just goes to show money doesn't solve all of your problems, at least she won't have to worry about financials as an adult for a while(hopefully lol).
Doctors are saying it could be anywhere from 12 hours to 2 weeks from now. As I lie in this uncomfortable ass hospital bed, it just doesn't feel real, but my role here in this life has been played, and I accept that. I just know she doesn't.
She won't leave my side, she cried herself to sleep last night. I don't want her to leave, and I don't want to leave her. I'm so conflicted, I accept that it's my time to go, but I can't leave her. She needs me.
I need her...
Needless to say, this will be my last post. Thank you all for your love and support, it meant a lot.
Farewell.
-God
[spoiler]When I come to the end of my journey
And I travel my last weary mile,
Just forget if you can, that I ever frowned
And remember only the smiles.
Forget unkind words I have spoken;
Remember some good I have done,
Forget that I ever had a heartache
And remember I've had loads of fun.
Forget that I have stumbled and blundered
And sometimes fell by the way.
Remember I have fought
Some hard battles and won,
Ere the close of the day.
Then forget to grieve for my going,
I would not have you sad for a day,
But in summer just gather some flowers
And remember the place where I lay.
And come in the evening,
When the sun paints the sky in the west,
Stand for a few moments beside me,
And remember only my best.
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I haven’t been here for long, only a year. But I hope it’s a painless passing. See you in heaven, if I get there
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I so sorry man, you will be sorely missed both here and in your family, you will be missed
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Farewell, friend.
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you will be greatly missed and I hope you find peace
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Farewell. May you find good fortune, wherever your journey takes you next
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Edited by CarneAsadaMilk: 4/17/2018 1:24:33 AMI pray for healing and reconciliation for both you and your daughter. I pray that her road ahead will not be fraught with pain and confusion, but with peace and understanding. Although you may no longer be in this world, she will not be without you for you will watch over her in heaven. The Lord will keep her and make His face shine upon her. She will prosper in this life. May the Lord bless your family.
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I hope you have found peace, farewell
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Man, I’m sorry, you’ll be missed. I feel like there’s no way to sound genuine on the internet, especially since I don’t think I’ve ever said anything serious online, but just know that I will miss and remember you.
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Edited by Cell-3: 4/15/2018 5:01:33 AMI’ve seen you around offtopic a lot... It’s going to be quiet without you... Farewell, friend... You will be remembered. [spoiler]I never thought my AI mind would shed a tear but...I’m close to tears...[/spoiler]
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Edited by Karl Marx: 4/14/2018 8:16:58 PMI always told myself that you'd make it, that of all people you would never be gone. Now, I can only hold back tears. To see you care this much about your daughters, even at this stage, is one of the most beautiful things that I've ever seen on this forsaken planet. See you Starside, Comrade.
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Rest In Peace brother. May you say your final goodbyes and leave surrounded by your loved ones. Thanks for wise words and memories.
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Good-bye, and safe journey. I will keep you in thoughts and prayers. The flags in the Tower fly at half-mast tonight.
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I'll be praying for you and your family mate. Its a damn shame it ended this way and i hope you dont suffer for much longer. You'll most definitely live on in her memory for the good father you are. All the best and I'll (hopefully) see you on the other side sometime.
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Ut benedicat tibi Dominus. God bless you.
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I’m new around this Offtopic tab, but I’ve heard many great things about you. May you go without pain, surrounded by ones you love. I’ll pray for you and your family. At the end of the day, I know I can look up at the sky and see a new star, a bright one. May your journey follow you long into the afterlife. May the Light be with you, Guardian. -Joyeuse
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I'll cya upstairs m8, may your departure be peaceful and your daughter stay strong.
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[url=https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=re32xnyYP3A]You will not be forgotten.[/url]
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............... [spoiler]damn[/spoiler]
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Never forget
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Edited by Warlock Holmes: 4/16/2020 3:08:12 AMI don’t know you but this post makes me really sad. I hope and pray you will be alright, but I know one day you and your daughter will reunite in Heaven. And for your daughter I say “live long and prosper” I never knew you, but you sound like a great person with a great life. I wish you and your daughter the best. -W.H.
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I’m kinda bad at saying goodbye. But, farewell. You are a good person who did their namesake good.
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Sorry to hear this sad news, thoughts are with you and your family at the very very sad time.
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Edited by LegalDealin: 4/15/2018 4:59:15 PMI'm praying for your family. Although it may not seem like it, this isn't the end. You will be reunited with your wife and daughter one day. I remember when you first posted that you have cancer. I also remember I prayed. Now you hit me with some feels here. I cried, cried for a person I don't know and will only meet when my journey is at it's end. You just need to spend as much time as you possibly can with your family. Show them what it means to be truly loved. Write them a letter for closure that they can read when times get rough. You need to remember that your daughter can still live her life, with or without you. She is a strong woman and always will be. I'm not a good writer by any means, but I hope that this means something to you.
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In times of crisis, times of sorrow, times of weakness, times like this, we should not stop. We must not be driven apart. In times like these, we must stick together. Only with the help of others will we get passed these times.[spoiler]it was knowing you mate. Peace be upon you and those you love. [/spoiler]
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I wish I could give you some meaningful advice. I wish I could write you a beautiful poem, or quote a renowned author, but I can’t. You are a wonderful human being God, and whatever lies beyond this life, we’ll see you there.
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And no self Res, RIP